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Maybe it's time for me to rant here again. Just a quick one, am supposed to be out to collect my boss's meds but this damn rain is frustrating the fuck outta me.

I guess a lot happened over the hiatus period, not the eventful kind of happenings. More like stressful. The amount of stress I've just pilled on my own pathetic self is indescribable. Shan't go into details but yea this society really sucks because of the way it works and revolves. Capitalism killing me?
In this aspect, the year sucks so far. Today's only 1st March. Srsly cut me some slack. I've been in this my whole life. I need to break out of this shit cycle.

Maybe the whole Chinese Zodiac shit is real. That would be one hell of a fuck up for the rest of the year.

That aside, things aren't really looking good here either. I don't know how to make you open up to me with the little time we spend together. But I still see the pain in your eyes. I know for sure, that it can never be erased, forgotten or replaced... but we need to live for ourselves and the ones we love isn't it? Maybe this is the only thing that has kept me alive for so long. Idk anymore.

And you. You you you.
I'll come to that when I can...

Because the person I now hate the most is here.

I've always considered myself lucky, despite the fact that I ruin my lucky streak all the time.

Simple night out to pass this festive season. Simple is good enough.

Thank you for being so thoughtful, for going the extra mile although you don't have to at all.

Looking forward to an awesome yet fat gaining week already. Monday please hurry the up and be here now!

G'night monsters.

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